The semester of struggles is finally over! I wasn't sure what direction to take with my color photography this semester and then quarantine has begun. Motivation has been hot and cold. Some days it is a wonder that I actually get out of bed, and others I don't leave the house out of fear. This has made it somewhat difficult to find a theme or subject matter to focus on. Anxiety can become an issue when photographing outdoors. It seems to rise the longer I stay out, or when there are numerous people around, so finding a space where I can keep a distance or photographing from my vehicle became important. This dual sensation of feeling frozen in time and quarantine enjoyment because the outside world can't get in is strange.
I'm sure everyone is well aware how stressful and anxiety ridden this semester has been. For myself personally, I am stuck between a rock and a hard place. I work at a nursing home in town, so when this all broke out I had to evaluate what was more important- exposing myself as a high risk individual, or taking a leave from my job and being broke, jobless, and unable to pay rent. The latter wasn't a viable option. There were so many points in this semester where I wanted to stop and give up, throw away all my classes and just lock myself in my house forever. Especially when my facility finally became exposed to COVID-19. It was hard to cope with all of this, I had only my partner to rely on. At some point me and my partner started to go for walks to clear our heads. There's something centering about acknowledging the smaller parts of the world around you. As I started to take photos, I was able to zoom in and recognize the smaller worlds that ...

















I like your photos A lot, they have a very bright tone to them. I think the first one is my favorite.
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