Huge changes have occurred, and we all had to adapt, and
still learning how to be free and at the same time, how contained are our wings
are. I went from film to digital quickly, due to different circumstance, as in,
falling into a swamp with my film camera, but that is okay. I did change my
process though looking at what I can do in a contained area and experimented
with my home. I saw artists that I like and tried to do something in their
style, just to test it out and see what works, like Martin Par food photos and
mine. This willingness to experiment was brought on by this newfound time, and
a nice step from my photos of quiet and isolation, instead, just wanted to play
with light and food. I was always interested in food and photography caught my
interest in the culinary, but also lights. We are familiar with the term, “Painting
with light”, and to me, I lost that. I was caught up with other things,
classes, and other parts of life, but this time at home and at times, trapped,
helped give me time to evaluate the light and influence. I do miss the people,
and the tools have severely been limited to a digital camera, which was a huge
difference than my goal of doing color film all semester long. I keep to my support
structure, and many times I am free to talk to anyone to support their art and
hope my open arms can do the same with the others. My graduation is coming up,
I am nearing the end of my term, and free to pursue, and have ideas to find art
communities, and one place is in Findlay, with a local art district that can be
of interest and help for me. August will come quick, and four and a quarter
years are finishing up here and, I must go with boundless enthusiasm and see
what life comes for me and my cameras. My ideas though are always fluctuating and
one thing I can think of doing is showing my art at local places, Call For
Entry, and also at my work cubicle, for I might have access to a inkjet
printer. In the meantime, thought, I look at continuing my culinary explorations,
what light gives and takes from me, and what my camera and I can give to the
world.
I'm sure everyone is well aware how stressful and anxiety ridden this semester has been. For myself personally, I am stuck between a rock and a hard place. I work at a nursing home in town, so when this all broke out I had to evaluate what was more important- exposing myself as a high risk individual, or taking a leave from my job and being broke, jobless, and unable to pay rent. The latter wasn't a viable option. There were so many points in this semester where I wanted to stop and give up, throw away all my classes and just lock myself in my house forever. Especially when my facility finally became exposed to COVID-19. It was hard to cope with all of this, I had only my partner to rely on. At some point me and my partner started to go for walks to clear our heads. There's something centering about acknowledging the smaller parts of the world around you. As I started to take photos, I was able to zoom in and recognize the smaller worlds that ...
















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